Changing

I love, though i don't know who or what i love.
I hurt in places that have never hurt before, and it is my heart that hurts the most.
Pain, I feel pain but thy don't know where it comes from or why. Its nothing of this earth, yet i feel it.
I feel hatred deep in my soul. Though i don't know why i have been blessed with so much hate.
The tears in my eyes continue to fall, though i don't know why. Crying is useless, it just makes you think about it all the more.
Intriguing as it sounds my life is changing, for the better i hope. But deep in my heart i know bad things are to come.
I can not explain how i know these things, for you shall not believe me. But know that the things i have seen are terrifying.
Some will loose their life. Including my own.





P.s. This is just a short little poem type thing i wrote for my book and decided to put it up.

My dream

I have a dream. Not the kind of dream where you fall asleep and your in candy land, but the type where you figure out what your life long plan is. Well im like Martin Luther King Junior, i have a dream. That dream is to become an author. It's something you have to work hard at, not something that comes when you wish on a falling star. When you wish, you have to go half way to meet your point. So by making a blog, i am going halfway on my dream. (Besides, it can help me become a better writer.)
Still, my dream will take hard work and labor, (even if im excrutiatingly good at it.) Its kinda like being a actor, you have to say the right lines, and make the right steps. One tiny wrong move can jepordize everything.
This is my first blog, (i know its not that long) but i really hope you enjoyed reading it. If my righting sucks, feel free to tell me so that i can get better.